So I thought I would update my description since I've recently changed my way of thinking when it comes to losing the weight, as result of following a lot of fitblr's and fitness blogs: I do not want to end up with an eating disorder. What I want to is to have a noticeably healthy body; yes, I want to have muscles, and I want to be able to say that I am strong. Don't get me wrong, I still struggle everyday with food choices, whether it's binge eating or starving myself. But I'm more conscious that this struggle is a process, not the be-all and end-all. I WILL get there.
UGW: 123/120 (we'll see)